Holographic Explorations

Dreamtime
January 26, 2017
(Holographic Explorations)

I am in a very subtle dimensional space and my intent
is to explore various particles of my Body, I focus my
energy and travel into different parts of my self, each
fragment containing the Whole. I feel as if I am
recalibrating and retuning myself, so that I can align
with my Will in a way that will have positive
repercussions for my waking world. There is a theme
also of astrological axis'. I am exploring energetically
my particular blueprint/program for this current RPG
consensus reality.…..pondering how I can best use the Code I wrote myself into, upon entering this
dimension at birth. There is a Code for every
expression of Self here, and it expresses itself via the
natal chart in each person that comes to Embody
that Facet of the Whole. Like a computer program,
each code is made of basic archetypal energies/
sourceSelves that act as a script……that our
embodiment plays out in an unfolding Drama. I
focus on my fixed axis of Asc/Scorpio Dsc/Taurus
MC/Leo/ IC/Aquarius…and the fact the nodal axis is
exactly conjunct the vertical MC/IC axis.and that the 'rulers/archetypes/source codes' of each of the
fixed poles are conjunct each other.ie the ruler of
my asc/scorpio (pluto) is exactly conjunct the
ruler of my Dsc/Taurus (Venus) in the 12th house
and the rulers of my IC/MC axis (Sun and Uranus) are
exactly conjunct in my 1st house. 12th being akin to
the formless/ the 1st as Self, thus the two acting to
bring the poles together. So all four rulers are in deep
communion. I see the vertical axis depth of Being,
and the horizontal axis as Breadth of Being. Vertical
axis/spine/nervous system/world tree...horizontal
axis extended arms/creative linear expression of one
particula facet of SElf in a manifested world. 'Man
cannot live by Bread'th alone' ; ) I also reflect upon
the fact that my Mars is exact conjunct the 'galactic
center' or 'black sun' or 'great central sun' or 'dark
rift' or center of milky way. I realize this is like a direct
connection to the central core processor of this
holographic playscape creation program .

..I ruminate on the
metaphor and reflection of the Trip event, ( age 19 eating 13 hits acid and the experience that was catalyzed) ….which was strongly energized by Astro-transits…. And being plugged in to the Universal Telephone…overwhelmed by the codes and equations of this creation, to the point where I had the choice of whether to come back into the game, or to continue on surfing the fractals in an entirely different focal point of Self. All this is going through my lucid dreaming awareness, and I then realize that I was sleeping with my right arm straight above my head, and my left along the side of my body, and that I do that often, and that it seems connected to the circuit of energy connection between my dreamingbody and physical body…as if I am plugging in. I am then in a dual state of awareness of my physical environment and my Dream environment, which is more like a holographic field of information. As I begin to stir from the Dreaming, I analyze the fact That the more I learn to penetrate the Codes that make up my Earth body design and formation (natal chart energies as particle expressions of that exact moment in the 'universe' expressing itself in this dimension as Charleen while in the deeper dimensions expressed as Waveform fluid fractal self)…the more fully I can express That Which I Am.So do we choose which facet of the universe we want to experience, and live out as Self, and then step into the script/program........or are we chosen?