Who knows….

…Who knows
and who cares
       anyway
  (some might say)
   because only God
   knows the way-
hmmm...
    I'm only a child
    weak in the knees
    self contaminated speck
on deck
    for a new kinda ride
    stuck inside the high
    wondering whispering watching 
        the clouds roll by
talking quietly 
   to myself
     pulling the appendages off
  my body
    one after another
 until I am just an inch
tall....

December 2000