I vow to die in battle

I bore mySelf into this World
Knowing the task at hand
I wore the mask of childhood
And played the Game again
I nightly left this physical realm
To reMember how to Fly
I suffered through hardship and pain
To Strengthen my heart and Mind
I made the game into a Play
And challenged my gifts and guides
I wandered thru mazes dark and grey
And found the treasures Inside
I lost mySelf in forays of fear
When I tried to run from my power
I struggled thru paths strange and unclear
While constructing an ivory tower
I let mySelf die on an alter of Fire
And tore illusions from my Skin
I fell into Death while struggling for breath
As I battled my demons within
I laughed with freedom as I awoke
From Aeons of blame and Shame
That tangled itself around my shell
And strangled the magic of my Name
I wept for my friend who could not stay
Whose bones I wear with honor
I held his face in Dimensions of Space
And promised I would Die Honest
I screamed aloud into the clouds
Every night by Forest and river
I spoke the words from my mouth
In streams of gold and silver
I made my oath and signed in blood
And faced the mirror of the Dream
'I Vow To Die In Battle' , I cried
And fell to the Ground on my knees
I Let my tears seep into the Dirt
And Dug thru the deep with my hands
I crawled thru the humus of this Earth
And was healed by the Spirit of Land
I rose with the Seed nurtured by Awe
At the glory of my own Deep power
I cradled the embryo deep in my soul
Knowing in Time it would Flower
I pledged my Life to the edge of the knife
Never to fear the dark abyss
I promised to unFold the Seed of my soul
Adorned in the fabric of beauty and bliss
I watch as the tide now starts to rise
And reMember how the script unravels
I shout out loud to shock the crowds
Who cannot see the road they travel
I speak in Tongues but not to ears
And twist mySelf into Stories and rhyme
I wear the neurolinguistic Nails
In wrists and feet impaled with Time
I vow to Die in Battle
I vow to die Free
The chessboard is the Master Test
Of the Blessed Will to Be

✨🃏✨Charleen Johnston ✨🃏✨

4-10-2020

GroupThink FeedLots

The Trickster twists perception
Through the NewsFeed
Twined minds
in GroupThink FeedLots

Marionettes dance and Pirouette
As Myelin Ministers
twist the knots
Into viral See Ee Oh My Gods of Deception

….sacrificial Lambs for Dear Ole Set….

Blessed Inception of regrets
embedded
Within brains as the frozenPlay
rewinds
Again and again

To point fingers at the Sins
And the Stains
And what remains to be Said

Of ThatStory
Of ThisStory
Of HerStory
Or HisTory

Millions of taunting fingers pointed in blame
Millions of tongues engulfed in flames
Millions of clicks and tik tok toes
Tipping quietly Through the Show
…..minions clapping at their masters blows…..

A cyclic repeat of the cameras lens
Optical Collusion as Harvest Season Begins
(Fallen Idols’ idyllic hymns
In Idle Hands as the puppet descends
From the public pulpit

To mock the culprits
In a Feast of Loosh)

Hashtag #cheaters sweeten the meat
As the blood rips loose

(Rotten Pomegranate Seeds
Drip from the Nous)

This old man, he played One
He played Knick knack on my Phone
With a Knick knack paddy whack
Give the crowd some stones.:.:
( this old man came scrolling home)

Wakey wakey
the Devil
said
Just two fried eggs
On a toasted head

CLJ 7-18-2025