….I am on a bus with my brother.........we are talking and I decide I want to fly and go have a lucid adventure... I tell him 'remember when you said you could do anything if you believed?'....
..he says 'yes'.
........I say
'well im gonna fly out that window.
...he acts as if i cant...
I say that I can and I am going to.... and I just stand up and dive out thru the bus windwo…..and fly up into the sky lucidly...I think to myself it feels good to be really lucid again...I decide Id like to travel into my body....so I dive deep down toward the ground, intending to dive thru my body...when I peirce the ground, I have actually peirced my body and I am a point of light.
....I am traveling high
speed thru the different layers...first the skin and tissue etc thru to the cellular level...thru to the atomic level.
...and I am thinking how amazing and wondrous it all is....and its very high velocity... come to what seems to be 'the end' and its a massive 'ocean' there is mist rising from it...and I just stop, right above it, suddenly....I then have a body again...and I make a decision to dive into the ocean...knowing ive found the core...and as I go to dive in, right before immersing, a hand or something grabs what seems to be a t-shirt on me, and stops me....really suddenly....I think...am i not supposed to go there at this time? I hear a very light subtle voice say, echoing all around and thru me, my name.......”Charleen, stop!”
….I hover there for a bit wondering why I was stopped, who or what was holding me back.....and I think then...perhaps its better not to leave my body...which I know will happen when i dive into the ocean...that I will be in an 'out of body' state..or however you want to view it...and I think that perhaps its best for me and baby for me not to spend alot of time away from my 'body' at this point.... wake up then...thinking about it all.
Dreamtime November 6, 2005, Ireland
(I Dreamed It All)
A midnight mood came to me
asked me what I wanted to be
all I knew was nothing at all
and so she watched my angel fall
Again I sing in sweet repose
treasures are hidden
where no one knows
Fairy wings spread and flitter
through the cascade
of summer glitter
I dreamed it all
I dreamed it all
I dreamed creation
I dreamed the fall
Angel tears washed me dry
kept me clean and purified
I closed my eyes and began to see
just a little and nothing more
faint shadows crossing the plains
heading for the ocean shore
where does the secret lie
where does my secret lie
dormant beneath the rainbow
placid in the sapphire sky?
Angels know
angels know and they can tell
walk beside you ring their bells
the shepherd is gone
the sheep are lost
vulnerable to the threats
the cold midnight frost
Can you break into me
pry open my disease
find your way inside
give me your secret keys
I dreamed it all
I dreamed it all
I dreamed creation
I dreamed the fall
When I awake I'll start again
I'll make my world new again.
6-15-2000
(greyhound bus on the way to SF)
( from Linguistic Trickster volume 5)
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