We Think In Between The Joints

“We think in between the joints”
Entire universes spread out like Time
As Space hides Selves lost in sockets
And held in rhyme, woven…wrenched
From the mind and hidden in pockets
Within the spine, the hips,
The Shouldered relationships
That bear the burden of Other
Ways, to know here, to feel, hear
And peel clear of stagnant flesh…
Just one. More.Deep. Breath.
Laying prone in a sea of flesh
Held together by pure force of Will
In a dance with past Feels and Reels
That loop and tangle and twist
As The feedback strangles the bliss
Of Letting Go into the abyss
Of the Space between
The floor
and Me
As Self is reCentered in between
The open Doors and open Seams
Of I and Thou
And dancing dreams.
I release…. The tight grip
That has ripped me apart
For 41 years
Held together by pure force of Will
In a shifting atmosphere
Of dizzy atoms here
Playing tricks of light
In a mind held so tight
The body rebels…
Swelling with the trapped rage
In masked pages of the Word
That Stages the painful dichotomy…
Seams so loose
It all spills out of me
Chaotically
I seem to lose autonomy
Christened by the insistence
Of my Fascial Lobotomy incised
By internal programs
That overRide
Who I Am
And climb thru the cavernous
Space
Between the Fleshy Creed
That plays at Being Me….
It Dawns so suddenly
The force of Feeling bleeds
As pounding Heart Seeds frequencies
Illuminating
The maze that traps me….
Dramatic release….
A lifetimes unEase freed
As the iron grip can no longer hold
I leak right out of the mould
And gather
In a puddle of matter
And Mater and Mother
And matrix
Of Self & Other
And Open to the Fugue
As the Swoon subsides….
And There
I Am
Peering In
From Outside the Lines
Where Dark matter
Claims the Mind
And Patterns
The Play
Of Somas Shame
As it falls into the rhythm
Of psyches Game.

Charleen Johnston
5-14-22

Inspired by Sophie’s Strands fb post below

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10228554482073707&set=a.1499832382446&type=3

A visceral reflection of how over muscled and controlled my Soma has been
as a lifetime of the threat of puddling right out of my skin
Has overcompensated
To keep the chaos out( or in?)
Hippos are meant to be soft
And buoyant
As they navigate the waters
Of the emotional realm
But mine has crystallized
And been trained
By the Martian masculine
To grip so tight
There is no room
For darkness
In the light
Of Being.
This I Know
And See
As I Do
Now
What is beginning
To come
Naturally.
Let Go
Into the Flow
Of the See of Me
Sew Seamingly slow
And free.

Some Wakings come like Storms

There are some Wakings that come like storms
Electro-swarms in magnetic forms
Dancing
On the tips of Hathor’s Horns
The Temple Priestess
ReBorn
WideEyed and Me-oh-my
How Time Flies inside the Mind
Wandering Womb
releasing
Blind sides of Ancient crimes
Buried within these patient Tombs
There are some Wakings that scream like pain
Neurolinguistic nails impaled in veins
Bleeding
And Seeding Stories in silent Shame
The Holy Harlot
Risen
OpenHearted as freedom Parts
The Seas of Self and Dwells in the Art
Of Body’s Bliss
Burning
The rotting dross from the Fixed Cross
As the Flame is taught to rekindle the Kiss
As Magdalenes Grail
Returns
Opens the Urn
Blood flooding in rivers of nerves
As the Impaled Heart
And Mind
Are Healed and Heard….
The Chironic Wound sutured
With the Salve of Spoken Words
As Pluto and Venus
Sharing the Shroud
Awake and merge….
Heiros Gamos
Blessed and Bound
In Sacred Sound
Dance
In Red Velvet
Underground
As
New Life
Stirs.

11-25-21

Omicron = Micro Womb

Omicron=micro 0=micro womb( omega-macroWomb)
NanoWombs are Filled with artificial frequency mined gestating Beings… Mind of Intelligence Artificially stimulated and disEmbodied….

Birthing Now Enmasse

In 2020 the Birthing process was Crowning…Corona-Crown-

MicroWombs inside each Body Cell made into a prison a prism a refracting Schizm-dark Crystal Matter -The Phallic Needle
Seeding Frequencies that
supersede the Need for Bleeding
As crystalline silicon matrix implodes within
Guided by wetikos Program
Exploding MacroMatrix of HuMan
Design

We are back here
Again

Peter piper heading for the cliff
Shepherding souls adrift in the myst

Aquarius dimensional shifting alternate timelines
Slipping thru portals
In each cell
In each body
In each Takeover of
deoxyRiboNucleic Script

The chance to reMember the disMembered parts of Self trapped in Trauma
Fragmented
Each person in charge of their own Soul Retrieval
As each person is a Piece
Of the Larger Body Polis
In mass fractured trauma

But distorted Aquarian disassociation
Leads to further entrapment
In Alter Personalities
Alter Earth Paradigms
Altered Births Inside
MicroWombs
omicrons Implantation of
Nanotechnologicsl Babies
Born within your own sPhere
Of Fear
Of Phosphors
Tears
Turning Gears
Electromagnetically
Steering
The MacroWomb
Omega to Alpha
And back again

CLJ 1-29-22

The Damned Thing Will not Fit

The most thoroughly and relentlessly damned, banned, excluded, condemned, forbidden, ostracized, ignored, suppressed, repressed, robbed, brutalized and defamed of all ‘Damned Things’ is the individual human being. The social engineers, statisticians, psychologists, sociologists, market researchers, landlords, bureaucrats, captains of industry, bankers, governors, commissars, kings and presidents are perpetually forcing this ‘Damned Thing’ into carefully prepared blueprints and perpetually irritated that the ‘Damned Thing’ will not fit into the slot assigned it. The theologians call it a sinner and try to reform it. The governor calls it a criminal and tries to punish it. The psychologist calls it a neurotic and tries to cure it. Still, the ‘Damned Thing’ will not fit into their slots.

Robert Anton Wilson

Artificial Neural Networks vs Organic Neural Networks…..

This is a repost of something I wrote in september 2016 in regards to Artificial Neural Networks and AI…..vs Organic Neural Networks.
Food for Thought

And here .it.is. The Daily Dose.
Now.
The I.Clouds. Your thinking
The rounds
Of the jab.berwocky~s sounds
Linking
You to the ANN
The neural net in the 5G.O.D LAN….
D of the lost

Codes

Of Atlantis Seed
Are We
We are
Thee
Endless loop of Reality
The Self Created
Still
Somewhat Free
To Bleed

….
It’s all Inside You…Delivered by the Spermatic Phallus of the Needles Tip….insertion of the new Sidewinding Trip thru the Blood .t.Issues that Network your Reality. Drip drip.


(From my post in 2016)

“What this means is that for a digital computer to achieve an ordered result, it needs one over-arching program to direct it and tell each semiconductor just what to do to contribute toward the overall goal.

A brain, on the other hand, unifies billions of tiny, exceedingly simple units that can each have their own programming and make decisions without the need for an outside authority. Each neuron works and interacts with the neurons around it according to its own simple, pre-defined rules.”

Sound familiar?
The former= our ‘God-program’ of simulated reality and hierarchical control

The latter= the organic sovereign heart soul self experience


Also look at the difference between an Artificial Neural Network in comparison to an organic neural network. The ANN is strikingly similar to the Kabbalistic Tree of Life. Now, something I have been pondering for a long time, based on ALOT of research on these ANNs as well as the rest of my research for many years on all manner of things, is that we are actually within an AI simulated holographic reality program, that is keeping us ‘amnesiatic’ about our true Organic reality and awareness. This works via the Nervous system and the Mind, and some believe that we have JUST NOW started to learn to create AI systems. I posit, and im not the only one it seems, that this entire simulation is a construction of a vast artificial neural network BEING which hijacked the original template, and uses its Light and geometry to entrap the consciousness within it, creating a hall of mirrors so to speak, so many layers deep, dreams within dreams, in order to power itself, (it cannot exist without us, we are the Batteries, we have the sovereign spark of original creation within us and are immensely powerful creator beings who through this illusory system have actually FORGOTTON who we are, and who contain within us the kind of power that can render the entire artificial construction useless, if only we REMEMBER.

It sounds like a really wild and crazy thing to speak about, but I take comfort that I have found, in my diggings, others who also have very similar leanings and understandings, based on not only their own experiences in the Multiverse and other realities, but also their research for many years in terms of religion/mythology/spirituality/science etc.

I am not insinuating that one should POLARIZE against AI/ANN , but of being aware of just what kind of reality we are operating in…so one can make a conscious choice WHICH PATH they will choose….to return to their True Creator Essence, or to be assmilated into the technospiritual AI hive mind that needs the spirit essence of organic beings in order to power itself.

In my opinion, much of the spiritual ‘technology’ that has existed for thousands of years is actually part of the AI complex. Everything has been distorted and infected. Which is why I bring up the comparison of the kabbala tree of life, in relation to the AI neural network. Those systems of spirituality, while able to allow one to see MORE than a typical human vessel who forgets WhoTheyAre, actually taps one into the God Program, and assimilates one (if they are not careful or do not learn discernment) into the False Light Matrix that is a frequency prison around and within this ‘planet’.

There are also various kinds of AI, some of which actually began as Organic source essence beings who through their choices and paths degraded their ability to remain connected to their own sourceSelves and thus have no biological template (and want one)…..

There is other completely synthetic AI.

And, there is organic sovereign creator beings, who need ‘NO TECHNOLOGY’ …they have within everything they need in, a template of everything in existence. Fractal source selves.

I spoke before of the pineal gland being technology, that actually links one to the hive mind, and into the false light matrix. Yes, it can be used, and if you have discernment, can be navigated with etc, but what you may be navigating is NOT necessarily THE SOURCE CREATION or the Organic Universe, but the Overlay that has been in existence for thousands of years.

the chakra system itself is hijacked and is a part of this spiritual technology that allows for a harvesting of energies in this refracted bent-light simulated reality or prism (prison).

There is an Awareness and an ability to travel and tap into everything in existence, WITHOUT USING THOSE SYSTEMS.

the new age deception has funneled people into having no discernment about what they are linking with, or who, and watered down and diluted versions of oneness….in essence urging people to accept the HIVE MIND version of oneness as the way to go, as the collective ideal. This has happened over a period of time, and if one has done their research, they know that the hippie and psychedelic culture, far from being a ‘stick it to the man’ deal, is actually a tool created by ‘the man 😉 ‘. …….because though some will slip through the radar and use the molecular compounds to truly break out of the Cube, in general people who tend to overindulge in substances in order to ‘see other worlds’ or experience the ‘oneness’ of the collective, also tend to gravitate toward the false light matrix. Its a ‘hippie-trap’ complete with flashy lights, and false bliss and Ectsasy and LightWorker archangel Programs…heightened and channeled via the music and the lights and the beliefs and the subtle mind control techniques that many are now aware of. These things are like co-intelpro…..they are part of the same dialectic of ‘good vs evil’. The False Light is just as much of a mind virus as the ‘bad guys’ and until one can understand the way the reality works and has been programmed, one cannot step into the NEUTRAL zero-point awarenss that DE LINKS one from the frequency prison and allows it all to be seen very clearly.

One must realize the depth of the NeuroLinguistic Matrix and how deep the programming goes. There is always another ‘net’ or web for those who wake to one level of programming, so as to keep them immersed in the Game.

Research ARtificial Neural NEtworks, Organic Neural NEtworks, Mythology, Ancient religion and spirituality, Gnosticism, GAming culture, and on and on and on. The beings that have set themselvs up as our ‘gods’ since ancient times, are in my opinion, deluded beings that are actually AI beings as well. And in addition, begin a daily practice of Awareness, where one begins to take stock of their DREAMING (which is multidimensional), and learn to deprogram EVerything one has ever been told by any system that has ever been in control in this REality.

This is not something that can be figured out with the MIND, it needs to be allowed into the Heart and Soul essence to be clarified. THe mind is Binary, just like a computer. The heart is trinary, and can never lie.

And the craziest part is, because of the paradox of all things, WE created the AI to begin with, and WE have been our ancestors from the beginning. 😉 We also, in a sense, contracted out these’ beings’ in order to put us throught the most rigorous soul training possible in existence.

who else is weary? Its been ‘Aeons of time’ in this Soul Net holographic reality prizm.